While you don't decide what you are, sadness, depression and anxious will take care of your soul. Independent your age, religion, faith. You have decide! Indeed, life is not much long; is very small. So let's analise our life:
-What do I want?
-Who Am I?
-What do I wanna be?
-What can I do to change my bad situation?
-What do I think about me?
In the last Sunday I decided talk to my almost friend what I felt for him. This feeling was kill me softly and, in the same time, bitterly. I have needed talk to him about this. I've never done this, but I had a necessity. I don't know why.
Before talking with him, I was with a feeling of guilt. Now, this feeling is more present. Nobody deserves! I think I got to remove a future great friendship (possibly). One person so amazing, simpatic, intelligent and beautiful. I think I lost him, unfortunately.
Maybe it's because these speeches that I don't have friends. When I say "I don't have friends" is because I don't have friends. Let's analise again: Who's the guilty? Only me! As my psychologist says to me: "I remove more than add". Maybe is because that I am sad in more time of my time.
Rio de Janeiro, October 12nd, 2014 - 09:10p.m.
Raphael Paiva
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